I'm gonna need more hangers.
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i’ve wanted to do hair tutorials for awhile but honestly, i don’t think i have the patience or the consistency to do them well. again, sorry for the lies and broken blog promises. for my updos to be successful, i need dirty-ass hair, like 3 day old hair, a bit of wax, and muchos bobby pins/small hair ties. this particular do was constructed from two hair pony tails close to each other in the back and a small bunch of hair at the crown scooped back.

i meant to post a valentines day outfit, but the photos are on my iphone cuz i’m an apple asshole now. i’m this close to macbook pro/ipad acquisition. i’m not even sure if i’m kidding at this point. my father asked me if i wanted one for my birthday; my friends and i have been oogling the ipad for no reason.

we all want nice things. i think i’ll buy something silver in the meantime that i’ve been meaning to get. my leather jacket will indeed have to be something i save for. i also want to go to thailand. and eat.

yes, i’m aware i am wearing one of the dresses i condemned. eh, might as well, i’m cold and it’s fuzzy.

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160, OR01 [maybelline, missha]

my dissatisfaction for everything around me has festered out of today’s boredom. my idle behavior is because i’ve spent too much money this month while my cousin Thumbaulina was visiting and i’ve grounded myself until next week when i leave for fukuoka again. it could’ve been helped, but i was one faux fur coat/wednesday addams dress too deep in adoration to stop myself. i ask myself a lot of question on my blog, but it often seems directionless in the end. why can’t i just say no? i keep thinking that what i want is one more buy away and i will finally be satisfied. i think i’m filling up my life with things because i’m not thinking about anything important again. i always spend money when i’m way too happy. perhaps some solitude will help me rethink my wardrobe business.

my birthday’s coming up soon. i don’t know what i want anymore. all i know is that i don’t want to be alone, but that might just happen. i should really leave the house tomorrow.

i tried the two tone lipstick thing. i quite like it. for a shiny base, just lip balm it up.